OK so I think the medicine that Brandon is on is working. We went to visit my mother over the weekend and he was very much in control. He was playing with his cousins with minimal of anger and resentment because he was able to keep up and stay focus and tell them what he wanted.
That is the one thing about the meds that I have notice. He is able to communicate better to us about thoughts in his head. It used to be very difficult for him to stay on one subject long enough to understand his thoughts. Now we wonder if he was trying to tell us things before but it would be so jumble in his mind he couldn't communicate properly to us for us to help him. which is quit sad and upsetting because you work so hard in one direction only to notice other things about your child that the "what if" sets in. What if we gave him meds sooner, would it of matter? What if we... I could go on etc but then I live in a world of guilt and not in the moment.
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